On Sunday we celebrated the 1 year anniversary of never
having to leave my baby alone and vulnerable again. It’s our “Family Day” they
day I took her out of the orphanage. She has never looked back. She hasn’t
slept farther than 15 feet from her mama since (praise the Lord she is now
sleeping in her own bed so her mama can also get some sleep haha). She has been
so welcomed and surrounded by her family. Her nana and boompa are her constant
companions while I am at work. Every day
she wants to know when Naya’s mama will be bringing Naya home from school. We have
the best support group I could ask for.
I can’t believe that it has been a year. Sometimes it seems
like she was always in my life. Other days, 1 year seems like it went so
quickly I can’t even believe I have been a mother for that long.
I was reading the entry I wrote in Milla’s journal October
11th of last year and this part struck me:
“…and we were off. What has been 2 years of crazy work all
came to this simple moment of carrying you in my arms, out of the orphanage gate,
and on to a dirt road towards home. So simple…”
I think sometimes struggles and stresses that we go through
in life often all end up at a “simple moment”. We strive, we pain, we grumble and sweat… and
then there it is, a moment of peace of clarity, of life. We really never know
when that moment is going to come. It just does.
Remember that whatever you’re going through- your simple
moment is coming. It doesn’t mean life is easy afterwards or that all the hard
work is over, but for that moment there is peace and you realize all the
struggling was so very worth it.
Happy 1 year anniversary baby girl! You are a bright
reflection of God’s beauty and you have one grateful mama.
my three life savers who came to Uganda with me |
So blessed to be a small part of the story!! Love my babies!
ReplyDelete(that was from my mom) and mom you are a HUGE part of this story!!!! xoxo
ReplyDeleteEach of us are so lucky to have Milla in our lives. She's gonna be a force for God!
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